John Payne

Hello Buzznetters,

This is a alibarone blog add-on.

I read her blog and noticed lots of what I get, it's pathetic, I get about 10 msgs a day asking me why I'm so up myself, vain, ignorant and arrogant.

This is usually because:

• Of my myspace friend count [Currently just over 30,000]
• The fact I have numerous internet accounts inc stickam, buzznet, myspace and youtube.
• My clothing line - which I run full time.

These are people who have never spoken to me, and they're judging my personality, thing is this.. I have nothing about me on my profile except three urls, and pictures in my pictures section.

I posted similar topic to this in a bulletin on myspace and got back "if you weren't vain you wouldn't have posted this for EVERYONE to see."

So, whenever you post someone a comment, this is vain? Whenever you walk in the street, this is vain? You're letting everyone see you - OHEMEFFGEEZ.

This doesn't effect me so much, eg. make me feel down, when people say I'm not famous like I "think" I am - as I DON'T THINK I AM.

The only thing that does annoy me is that these people are hypacritical - classing me as sad when they're the ones commenting up on it when they don't even know me, not ever spoken to me.

They judge me on a number - which they're stressing themselves is irrelevant?
YOU HAVE 30K ON MYSPACE YOU THINK YOU'RE FAMOUS YOUR FRIEND COUNT DOESN'T MATTER YOU'RE STILL NOT FAMOUS - yes, I know it doesn't matter, I've never said I'm famous - YOU are the one saying that it matters!

So is it any of these:

• Everyone who has these accounts is instantly classed as thinking they're famous?
• People are jelous of the interest a single person [not referring to me - I mean other people who get similar messages too]?
• MySpace and YouTube is being over-run with idiots who run their mouth behind a keyboard, hoping to bring you down, make your feel shit and not bother with your career, and disappear?

I choose the last two, well it's not effecting me, I have a great career for an eighteen year old, I'm a company director of a company, and if me having a few internet gets your back up - WTF.

Say what you want about this blog.
Also - I wrote this blog as I was thinking it, so if any bits don't make sense - sorry!
I posted it on buzznet as the buzznet community is the only one I find friendly right now.

John [: